I have been considering my life and things about me
The most common aspect of my life is my family.
The constant stimuli to my environment is Family.
This includes friends and others I allow to surround me.
Round and round, doth my mine reel and continually spin
Like a single fallen leaf blowing upon an enchanted wind
The past and the present violently lurch spin and collide
Leaving me confused and inquisitive about whats inside
So many lifetimes of knowledge lay hidden and secreted away
I search them out so they once more see the light of the day
The Warrior, one so strong of will, one almost feral at times
The Poet, who seeks and reveals coded wisdom in rhymes
The lover soft and gentle so full of passion with those that he loves true
All these and others rage with in me, each a voice of what to say or do
The child seeking approval affection and tender nurturing
The Lord, strong, regal and wise, but always a noble King.
The Lady, gentle nurturer, every bit a regal noble Queen.
I ask all that read if they know or care what it is I mean.
The Creator, the Sculpture, Painter, Builder and writer all
Each aspect beckons unto me from within comes their call
As parts of my body slowly begin to weaken and fail
Others mental aspects awaken and began to set sail
I know not to what paths, my own inner reflection and discoveries may lead
I move slow and some what guarded seeking wisdom rather than speed
I feel in order to know someone at all, one should first learn themselves to see
All the potentials of another, and what has made them what they have come to be
Long hours alone give me the serenity to search out the depths of all that is me
So far I have come and even further yet to go, Who knows what may one day be
All I know is sweet has been the journey and oft times it has been bitter as well
As in depth and constructively upon the aspects of me I allow myself to dwell
But remember one must live their life in order to evolve into what one might be
Only in the balance of both can one reach the ultimate of their potential you see
I am glad you have found these word here I have carefully wrote
And hope you find a bit of wisdom to file away as a mental note
True influences innumerable upon us bombard our defenses and walls
But it is our choices we make to these unsolicited and frequent calls
That shapes the person we allow our selves to become over time
Like the choice of wording in each poets phrases and their rhyme
We in the end are simply what we have allowed ourselves to be
Through our choices, each individual molds the person they call me
I hope my search into the depths of all that is me
Has opened you eyes that you may also see
It is ourselves have that control and shape our destiny
May this knowledge set your implied limitations free
I hope you become all you wish to be
And you life become one that is happy
One that is so much easier to live
The chance to dream again I give
Who we are is nowhere etched unmovable in stone
For we are alive we are of changing flesh and of bone
I leave it to you in what next you should try or do
I hope you find contentment when you are through
These wisdom's i have uncovered in the search for all that is Me
You are in fact what you allow yourself to be I hope you now see
YOU are in control and capable to mold and rearrange all that is you
Alas I grow silent and with the best of wishes do bid thee all ado.